waii waii waiiiiii

bday la me. lol.. n made new xanga too ^^

on same day.. haha;; from  now on, my xanga's bday wil b my bday ^^ ..

go here laa : www.xanga.com/x_natakuu

bevvvv

no sense of direction 

too weak to show unhapines,, pain.. unable to demonstrate true emotions

to hide.. to act aggresive

ya ur rte 3b, i am buildn a shell round myslf.      　　　　　　越扮越辛苦 - u shot ur predictions right

dun wana fake it           　i admit tht im 靈雲-less

好多?唔知點算　解決唔到

- aint writin for sympathi

唔想痲怨,但以經冇辦發　　　　　　　ima loser.

n i admit it

nth bright in mah life but dancin                         對唔主

不能滿足所有人                        soon i'l break down

好累

]] wil update again soon + wil mak new xanga

xanga wil b a place of memories.

whoa.

cant believe it's end of skl alrdy..

hope drama doesnt embarres the skl.

hope we wont die goin 2 skl at 930 and leavn at 430

hope i can survive

hope g10s enjoy stc.

hope g9s wont collaspe in rc.

... gona unlock the xanga sign-in thing.. dont reli care if teachers cum n c anymor..

its end of skl yr.. all these will jus be memories

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

breath taking life..

mon: f-rc

today: failed math

tomorrow: math cumilative test

thurs: ballet exam - guess i'l be missin the chinese one haha

fri: GOOD... feild trip

sat: piano exam

Beverly Tung's todo list:

study math ASAP<<

probabli appoligize 2 smith<<

hand in all late hwks.. [all subjects]<<

[gao dim] jayla<<

practice krakpovia n half/full breaks<<

memorize adagio steps<<

clean bloody room<<

remove all un-neccesary stuffed toys from room<<

make helper wash bedsheets cos i thnk there are [little creatures] slping w/ me these nights<<

kill walking grizzley (walker)<<

change ECA<<

find the rest of my geography notes<<

and slp after ^ are done

whoa. 2day friday... wooo hooo...

actuali; friday is jus lke no other day.. n 2day im jus moloi for some reasons..

1. god damn jayla

2.mrs.smith said i wil fail ar><.. so now ive got alota maf 2 practice..

3.damn walker.. so annoyin. i simply hate her

4.bordness of the ECA.... .. well relates 2 walker.. cant stand her anymore..

5.ankle. rELi hurts... guess no1 wil believe cos i get hurt so often.

6.finalli got the geography outa the way.. but now meikle thnks tht all my assignments r copied n pasted..

7.mom wants m2 g2 kumon or sth lke tht again.. cos im 'flunkin math'

8. piano + ballet exam. HAHAHA... .- i lov my life.

so.. 1st i hate jayla. i dont evn noe her real nam. but i hate her like shit. I JUST HATE HER FROM THE SOUL OF MY HEART damnit. who the hell do u thnk u ar? NTH... NTH but a damn S.T.. thnk bout it. WHO IS WRONG?.. go swear 2 god tht I AM WRONG LOR.. since u hav suuuuch high amount of self esteem.. gues wht, u look lke NTH. but a [mook jui] damn. u thnk tht it is approprieate to [report] me to my [HMRM] right? then do so, im jus gona {feed u wif wht u fed me}

bitch

.. sometimes. i wana say sry 2 smth bout yesterday.. i sent jor sms ga,, but guess it didnt work. its not tht i dun wana invest time into math ar. but its reli damn hard 4 me.. wen i came bak frm canada. my math lvl was onli the multiplication table.. @ G5!! .. its reli hard. n i reli wana quit. but damn i cant

i hate walker. i hate walker. dont ask me why,, im reli pissed

n.. the worst part of all this is.. meikle thnks tht im copinng n pasting my hwk lor. damn. i sit n write 4 hrs on my PC n its wht i get? wtF? .. well.. i thnk tht forgein teachers has gota learn tht not all [asians] especialli [chinese] hav bad english lor.. reli. if i dun make much mistkes. doesnt mean im coping..

whtevr im jus so fed up.

also: i hate HATE people tht say tht im jus simply [moody] and [constantly pissed].. wtf? dont u hav other thngs 2 do?? wtf WTF.. if ya dun hav ani pressur. doesnt mean other ppl dun hav.. u might say tht im immature 2 complain bout stuff n [claim] tht i hav pressur.. cos u might evn say tht im too young to hav any real pressur... well try it urslf.. try takin subbin urslf into MY daily life and i'l see how u can manage tht.. i noe tht i may not b strong.. but u critizinn me n makin jokes for the sake of it is not makin u any stronger than me,, .. so you may continue saying tht im [moody, constantly pissed and whatever the hell u lke.. ].. cos ur brain is jus not developed enough to grow any cells.. go 'mitosis' before you come bak. n kik me in the bak.. laff bout it.. joke bout it.. cos u as urslf cant evn do 10% of what i am doin now.

-- i'l b waiting 4 ur mitosis. it only takes 8 hrs. so hurry

fucking annoying

thxx EUNICE BABEE